Love

Why Do I Love?

bd36dc358eab413d2c250ffa5107775cI was looking in a mirror tonight and I asked myself a question.  “Why do I love?”

It was such a simple question, but it opened a floodgate response I couldn’t ignore.

I hope this resonates with you as much as it did with me.  My subconscious mind and larger aspect had much to teach me this evening.

 

Why do I love?

I love because when I am not loving, I feel like something has gone awry in the universe.  Some great injustice has been committed against my sacrosanct nature of sharing the most precious gift I bring to this world.

It is not about loving an individual or focusing on one bond in particular.  Nor is it about receiving love in return.  It is about honoring the my essence; the very core from which I was created.

I am love. 555929_10200152765994446_135035224_n

I cannot help but be who I am.

I have tried on various masks over the years.  Tried to assimilate into a world I seldom understand, yet completely adore.  None of them have stuck.

They all fade into the wind as their elastic bands break against the pulsing of my contained energy, itching to be shared with the world.

For me, loving is like breathing and equally important.

The mental, emotional, and spiritual suffocation I feel when I try to conform into a less radiant being is no different than allowing myself to slowly die from malnourishment.

It is an injustice to become only a shell of the potential I possess.  Not only to myself, but to the world I am here to serve.

I am not alone in this energetic purpose.  Yet so many of us try to stifle ourselves from truly loving one another.

We come up with reasons to separate from one another.  We focusing on what we have been told are imperfections, as if you could ever be anything but perfect when standing in your power and wholeness.

We become so consumed with self-consciousness that we lose the true consciousness of the self.

I am here to be me, and I am love.  Pure, unadulterated love.

148147_450251765021296_780241934_nIn this moment, I choose to share and spread that love unabashedly and without apology every day forward.  I will bathe in the magic well springs of emotional alchemy that ensues from honoring and loving the divine within all beings.

I will tell you that you are beautiful.  I will tell you how truly special and unique you are.  I will tell you what I see in you and that you needn’t be afraid of the amazingness you have within you.

I will tell you the truth.

The truth of who you are.  The truth of who you were born to be.

Why?

It is my purpose.  I am your mirror and you are mine.  Everything I see in you is my own reflection, and I am yours.  I accept you fully as you are.

Why?

I see you, and I cannot help but love you.

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No More Apologies: A Positive PollyAnna Rant

I had an amazing, transformational experience I wanted to share with you because it affects so many people, especially activated lightworkers.  I went on a Bliss Out retreat with Charis Melina and Leija Turunen, which I highly recommend to anyone looking to expand and evolve spiritually.  One of the Blissers mentioned I was apologizing a lot and without cause.  This was something I had thought about and heard before, but I didn’t realize the significance, or the ramifications of my apologetic nature.

Ever since I can remember, I have apologized for EVERYTHING!  I would say, “I’m sorry,” for things that had nothing to do with me.  For example, if it started raining and you wanted to go outside, I would apologize for it raining outside.  No joke!  I would apologize to people for their negative feelings, experiences, and thoughts.  When I started paying attention, I was probably saying, “I’m sorry,” at least four to six times an hour. That’s over 64 times a day!  So, why is this a problem?  Let me tell you!

Our words carry specific energetic vibrations, which is why they are so powerful, why words can hurt us, or why words can inspire and motivate us.  Our words interact with our DNA to mold our genetic expression (there will be an in depth article on this soon), and when we use words that resonate with shame, guilt, fear, or negativity, we bring ourselves to those levels.  You may not be conscious of trapping yourself in these frequencies, but when you unnecessarily use phrases like “I’m sorry,” you are bathing yourself in self-defeatist mindsets.

Before the retreat, I experienced a lot of growth intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually, but I wasn’t quite where I wanted to be.  I knew I was capable of going further, especially since we are all ever expansive beings, and I wanted to experience the next level of myself.  During my retreat experience, I broke every barrier or wall I had ever created for myself.  I let go of control and surrendered to the experience.  What I unlocked was a magical transformation.

I no longer feared rejection, loss, or anything else you can think of; my world became fun, playful, and full of divine love for everything and everyone, including myself!  I realized I am capable of helping and healing others right now, in this moment.  I realized it is equally important to nurture my creative, expressive inner child, to be content in my introspective knowing and understanding of my experience, and to immerse myself in nature to connect with everything I had worked so hard to distance myself from.  My world had shifted in a matter of minutes with the awareness that I am enough, as I am, and I am all I need in every moment of every day…and so are you!

We are all divine beings of light.  We all have a purpose and matter in the amazing pattern we have weaved to create our experiences.  There are no mistakes in the universe and you are experiencing this life for a reason.  Most importantly, you are here because you are worthy, beautiful, important, intelligent, and have the potential to change the world for the better all on your own!  This is why I refuse to give anymore unnecessary apologies; there is no need to apologize for the infinitely beautiful creator that you are.  Your thoughts, feelings, and actions matter!  You matter!  If you were superfluous, you would cease to exist.  Therefore, I am asking you to stand in your power, honor all of the pieces which make up you as a special individual bringing light to this planet, and to never apologize for your right to exist.

I lived most of my life in a self-induced prison of apologies; I told the world, and myself, through my language that I wasn’t worthy, I was less than, and I didn’t matter.  I have no more apologies to give, nor do I care to.  I set the intention, which I think will resonate with many lightworkers and people of service to humanity in particular, to love myself like I love others.  Loving other human beings, even the unsavory ones, is like breathing for me.  I love them all.  I see what is special and unique in each one and it makes me feel blessed to live in a place where there is so much diversity and uniqueness, creating a divine constellation of change and co-creation.

You and I are the creators of our experience, especially with our words.  There is a reason why there is an old saying, “Speak it into being.”  You have the power to create your experience solely through your word choice.  So the next time you speak or have introspective thoughts, I encourage you to use words that are loving, inspirational, and encouraging to yourself and others.  Your world will radically change for the better.  No one can love you better than you can, so love yourself enough to be kind to yourself.

I used to watch the world from a window.  I felt unworthy of enjoying the fun going on outside.  I could see it, I wanted to join, but I was afraid of rejection and I simply didn’t love myself enough.  Now, I’m immersed in nature, cartwheeling through life (literally), and experiencing the greatest joy I wasn’t even aware existed.  No one loves me more or better than me; I am finally fulfilled by being my authentic self in every moment of every day.  I want for nothing from any other human being anymore because I have found solidity and solace within my own divinity.  Love yourself enough to give yourself the same gift.

Much Love & Go In Peace 🙂